GLAY - Let Me Be (Lyrics)
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Friday, 28 June 2013
Monday, 7 January 2013
don't mind me, I just have a tendency to screw things up
Oh yea, so I screwed up. Yes I screw up all the bloody time, and I always do it intentionally, in my mind I'm always think of screwing up because I think it's fun and I love causing trouble for you, it's what I live for, I deliberately forget to tell you that little bit of detail (which I can't remember whether I have told you or not, if I do remember that I have told you and you just weren't paying attention then I could have just said it outright, but the trouble is I never remember what I've said so I can't argue with you there) that little bit of detail that would've been insignificant had that small chance of change not materialize, but it did so that little bit of detail is no longer little but very big indeed, yes at the time I knew and might have forgotten to mention it (there is soo much information to process that thing wasn't the first thing on my mind) yes I should have known better, but you know what I hate? it's that you say this ALWAYS happens, that some important information always seem to slip out and then comes to haunt us later. I DID NOT BLOODY PLAN IT OK!!!???? I AM JUST THAT STUPID AND FORGETFUL AND WHATEVER ELSE YOU THINK I AM!!!! the thing is, even if I had told you earlier, I probably would've said just go along with it anyway, it's not going to change, SO WHAT"S THE POINT!!! WHAT"S THE BLOODY POINT!!? also i am pressed for time as it is, I don't want to go and do all kinds of unnecessary things to 'redeem' for what I've done when it's so blatantly obvious that nothing can be done. why can't you let me decide on this, why can't you trust my judgement on this? ohh I know, because I've just proved to you that I am THAT STUPID. it's not the bit that I screwed up that bugs me so much, it's the fact that I am always listening to you about what I should do like a good obedient... puppet!! this is MY LIFE, I am so sick of doing what you think is right and running everything by you, no matter how good your intentions are,the reason I am trying so hard is so that I can get away from your grasp and be my own master.
Tuesday, 27 November 2012
Quote of the day #18
"You know someone's right for you when the things they don't have to say are even more important than the things they do."
~Jodi Picoult 'Sing You Home'
~Jodi Picoult 'Sing You Home'
Tuesday, 18 September 2012
Quote of the day #17
You have to take risks, he said. We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen.
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Joy is sometimes a blessing, but it is often a conquest. Our magic moment helps us to change and sends us off in search of our dreams. Yes, we are going to suffer, we will have difficult times, and we will experience many disappointments - but all of this is transitory; it leaves no permanent mark. And one day we will look back with pride and faith at the journey we have taken.
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Even if loving meant leaving, or solitude, or sorrow, love was worth every penny of its price.
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Break the glass, please - and free us from all these damned rules, from needing to find an explanation for everything, from doing only what others approve of.
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We can never judge the lives of others, because each person knows only their own pain and renunciation. It's one thing to feel that you are on the right path, but it's another to think that yours is the only path.
~Paulo Coelho 'By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept'
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Joy is sometimes a blessing, but it is often a conquest. Our magic moment helps us to change and sends us off in search of our dreams. Yes, we are going to suffer, we will have difficult times, and we will experience many disappointments - but all of this is transitory; it leaves no permanent mark. And one day we will look back with pride and faith at the journey we have taken.
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Even if loving meant leaving, or solitude, or sorrow, love was worth every penny of its price.
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Break the glass, please - and free us from all these damned rules, from needing to find an explanation for everything, from doing only what others approve of.
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We can never judge the lives of others, because each person knows only their own pain and renunciation. It's one thing to feel that you are on the right path, but it's another to think that yours is the only path.
~Paulo Coelho 'By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept'
Tuesday, 24 July 2012
Quote of the day #16
Perfer et obdura; dolor hic tibi proderit olim
~Be patient and tough; someday this pain will be useful to you
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Day-to-day things, the ordinary, the mundane is what keeps the motor running. How extraordinary the ordinary really is, a tool we all use to keep going, a template for sanity.
~Cecelia Ahern 'Thanks for the Memories'
~Be patient and tough; someday this pain will be useful to you
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Day-to-day things, the ordinary, the mundane is what keeps the motor running. How extraordinary the ordinary really is, a tool we all use to keep going, a template for sanity.
~Cecelia Ahern 'Thanks for the Memories'
Quote of the day #15
I'll suffer day and night, night and day. This could take weeks, months, possibly a year or more. Until one morning, I'll wake up and find I'm thinking about something else, and then I'll know the worst is over. My heart might be bruised, but it will recover and become capable of seeing the beauty of life once more... When someone leaves, it's because someone else is about to arrive - I'll find love again.
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All you have to do is to pay attention; lessons always arrive when you are ready, and if you can read the signs, you will learn everything you need to know in order to take the next step.
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The world will become real when man learns how to love; until then we will live in the belief that we know what love is, but we will always lack the courage to confront it as it truly is. Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused.
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When the Unwanted Guest arrives...
I might be afraid.
I might smile or say:
My day was good, let night fall.
You will find the fields ploughed, the house clean,
the table set,
and everything in its place.
~Manuel Bandeira 'Consoada'
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"He died while he was still alive."
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... and if I were to die then, despite all that had happened in my life, despite all my failures, ... the injustices I had suffered or inflicted on others, I had remained alive until the last moment, and could, with all certainty, affirm: "My day was good, let night fall."
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That is why it is so important to let certain things go. To release them. To cut loose. People need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards; sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Don't expect to get anything back, don't expect recognition for your efforts, don't expert your genius to be discovered or your love to be understood. Complete the circle. Not out of pride, inability, or arrogance, but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your life. Close the door, change the record, clean the house, get rid of the dust. Stop being who you were and become who you are.
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I was not I, I was nothing - and that seemed to me quite marvelous.
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A warrior of light knows that he has much to be grateful for. He was helped in his struggle by the angels... His companions say: "He's so lucky!" But he knows that "luck" is knowing to look around him and to see where his friends are, because it was through their words that the angels were able to make themselves heard.
~Paulo Coelho 'The Zahir'
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All you have to do is to pay attention; lessons always arrive when you are ready, and if you can read the signs, you will learn everything you need to know in order to take the next step.
----
The world will become real when man learns how to love; until then we will live in the belief that we know what love is, but we will always lack the courage to confront it as it truly is. Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused.
----
When the Unwanted Guest arrives...
I might be afraid.
I might smile or say:
My day was good, let night fall.
You will find the fields ploughed, the house clean,
the table set,
and everything in its place.
~Manuel Bandeira 'Consoada'
----
"He died while he was still alive."
----
... and if I were to die then, despite all that had happened in my life, despite all my failures, ... the injustices I had suffered or inflicted on others, I had remained alive until the last moment, and could, with all certainty, affirm: "My day was good, let night fall."
----
That is why it is so important to let certain things go. To release them. To cut loose. People need to understand that no one is playing with marked cards; sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Don't expect to get anything back, don't expect recognition for your efforts, don't expert your genius to be discovered or your love to be understood. Complete the circle. Not out of pride, inability, or arrogance, but simply because whatever it is no longer fits in your life. Close the door, change the record, clean the house, get rid of the dust. Stop being who you were and become who you are.
----
I was not I, I was nothing - and that seemed to me quite marvelous.
----
A warrior of light knows that he has much to be grateful for. He was helped in his struggle by the angels... His companions say: "He's so lucky!" But he knows that "luck" is knowing to look around him and to see where his friends are, because it was through their words that the angels were able to make themselves heard.
~Paulo Coelho 'The Zahir'
Saturday, 24 March 2012
Quote of the day #14
For Winter's rains and ruins are over,
And all the season of snow and sins;
The days dividing lover and lover,
The light that loses, the night that wins;
And time remembered is grief forgotten,
And frosts are slain and flowers begotten,
And in green underwood and cover
Blossom by blossom the spring begins.
~Algernon Charles Swinburne
"...to understand life's essential lessons, all one need do is turn to the wonders of nature; even the most violent of rainstorms will calm when afforded time. And if we were granted seasons without snow and sin, we would never know the blossoms of spring and hope; and from such hope, if we are in luck, comes peace."
"Courage isn't the trait of those trying to be heroes; it lies in the ones who, in spite of being afraid, find the strength inside them to continue on."
~Kristine McMorris 'Letters from Home'
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