ずっとずっと離れたその日から
一度も忘れた事はなかった
ユラユラ 今もまだ
想いが消えないまま※
いつもの帰り道
あなたの面影を探してる
偶然会えたなら
何話そうか考えちゃう
終わったはずの恋
時間が経つほどに
なぜ想いは強くなるの?
届くはずのない小さな声
涙に変わる今
私の胸の中にある答え
消えては寄せてく波のようにね
ユラユラ 心から
『さよなら』言えないまま
Still in love…
そろそろ前向こう。
自分に言い聞かせるセリフ
あなたの描いてた
未来に私はいないから
この部屋に光る 想い出溢れる
その一つを 捨ててみても
キラキラ輝く光のうず
引き込まれていくよ
愛しあった時間の中
いつから運命変わったの?
あの時に戻れたらきっと
離さなかった
離さなかった
I was addicted to this song since the first time I heard it, it's so catchy. Just read the translation for the lyrics and found that I could really relate to it. It's describing at the end of the relationship she is still unsure whether that was right, swaying in her thoughts....
終わったはずの恋 時間が経つほどに なぜ想いは強くなるの?
The love that should have ended, why is it that as time passes, the memories get stronger? In fact after about one month I decided to put everything away, I wasn't going to go back, I knew I can't go back. But I think about it almost everyday. Instead of trying to forget, I hold on as tightly as I could, afraid to forget what's left of our relationship, memories. Maybe because I never ended it properly. I never apologised properly. I feel it's wrong to let go, I deserve to always feel regret and shame.
ずっとずっと離れたその日から 一度も忘れた事はなかった
私の胸の中にある答え 消えては寄せてく波のようにね
I thought I had the answers all along. Even before our relationship I thought I knew everything, I had all these theories, I thought I knew all the rules. At the end even though I made the biggest mistake ever, I thought my decision to 'disappear' was right, in a way. But my heart keeps swaying, is it the right thing to do? Of course it's not, but I am too much of a coward to face it. The answers are there all along, but when you are caught up in the situation you still don't know what to do.
そろそろ前向こう。 自分に言い聞かせるセリフ あなたの描いてた 未来に私はいないから
It's time to move on.... isn't it? Am I just going to hold on to the memories, dwell on the same questions, swaying between the same answers, regret the same mistakes forever? How do I move on? Until I have ended it right I don't think I can. I feel sad that I am not in his future anymore, it seemed so right, I can't imagine it with anybody else, but at the same time I guess I was looking for something more.... maybe that was what was holding me back.
愛しあった時間の中 いつから運命変わったの? あの時に戻れたらきっと 離さなかった
When did our destiny change? Well, I was the one who changed it, little by little, by each lie, by each promise that I broke... It was never fate or destiny. You make them with your own hands, and you break them with your own hands too. If I could go back in time, I won't let go. I promise I won't. But it's too late...
