GLAY - Let Me Be (Lyrics)

GLAY - Let Me Be (Lyrics)

いつかこれからを　預けられるよな
誰か現れて　心寄せたなら 

俺の事はもう　忘れていいから

その目の前の　幸せ離さないでいて 

don't mind me, I just have a tendency to screw things up

Oh yea, so I screwed up. Yes I screw up all the bloody time, and I always do it intentionally, in my mind I'm always think of screwing up because I think it's fun and I love causing trouble for you, it's what I live for, I deliberately forget to tell you that little bit of detail (which I can't remember whether I have told you or not, if I do remember that I have told you and you just weren't paying attention then I could have just said it outright, but the trouble is I never remember what I've said so I can't argue with you there) that little bit of detail that would've been insignificant had that small chance of change not materialize, but it did so that little bit of detail is no longer little but very big indeed, yes at the time I knew and might have forgotten to mention it (there is soo much information to process that thing wasn't the first thing on my mind) yes I should have known better, but you know what I hate? it's that you say this ALWAYS happens, that some important information always seem to slip out and then comes to haunt us later. I DID NOT BLOODY PLAN IT OK!!!???? I AM JUST THAT STUPID AND FORGETFUL AND WHATEVER ELSE YOU THINK I AM!!!! the thing is, even if I had told you earlier, I probably would've said just go along with it anyway, it's not going to change, SO WHAT"S THE POINT!!! WHAT"S THE BLOODY POINT!!? also i am pressed for time as it is, I don't want to go and do all kinds of unnecessary things to 'redeem' for what I've done when it's so blatantly obvious that nothing can be done. why can't you let me decide on this, why can't you trust my judgement on this? ohh I know, because I've just proved to you that I am THAT STUPID. it's not the bit that I screwed up that bugs me so much, it's the fact that I am always listening to you about what I should do like a good obedient... puppet!! this is MY LIFE, I am so sick of doing what you think is right and running everything by you, no matter how good your intentions are,the reason I am trying so hard is so that I can get away from your grasp and be my own master.