How are you?

Hi,

It's been a long time, how are you? I haven't heard from you since a few months back... I should have taken that chance to speak to you properly then...

I still think about you, about us, but it seems to be getting more and more blurred.

I am scared of forgetting. Sometimes it's as if it never happened, as if it was just my imagination.

A lot of the time I see other couples, holding hands, holding each other, happy, or I hear news of friends getting married, having children, starting their life together, I would think that could have been us, that was the life we could have had, had I not messed it up.

what could have been....

what's not going to happen...